I haven't drawn in so long... and trust me when I say that it doesn't feel good. Spending time away from it is like asking a new mother to spend time away from her baby. I miss it. And I know it's not a good enough excuse to just say I was having anxiety attacks over it (and over-thinking my future with it), but I was fighting really strong bouts of depression this week. It was rough.
That being said, I finally made it in for my appointment (because I was late the first time I set it up and had to reschedule). Based on what I told him, my neurologist also believes I have ADD. He recommended a good neuropsychologist in my city to see for the actual testing and evaluation. I was prescribed a low dosage of Adderall for now. This way, we can get started on figuring out what works for me, what doesn't, and how much of what to take. ...there's a fine-tuning to this process, and I'm honestly just happy that it's gotten underway. I hate waiting.
So, it's now exactly 12:00am as I write this. I'll be working on packing up for a trip I'm heading on in the morning. Heading to Nashville for a week. Gonna run the Nashville Marathon. It'll be my 2nd marathon in the past year. Super stoked to bring home another medal to put up on the wall. That and it's in the Rock And Roll Marathon series; live bands set up at each mile marker. ;]
...I'm gonna draw something tonight. I wanna promise myself that. This loop...I'm gettin back in it.
This song made me happy today:
Lost Woods Dubstep by ephixa
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